What the Fuss! (Shay says) Is Life A Pot Luck?
I am having an Erin's-Lasagna-fears-moment.
She says that sometimes she feels fine about where she is and what she's doing but then she gets to noticing that it's as if she's at a pot luck enjoying her first helping of lasagna at her own pace and becomes aware that everyone else has moved on to dessert...
And either there is no more lasagna for seconds or there will be no dessert left or... something that I can readily identify when I notice that I am busy responding to life in my own way, toughing it out, being Pollyanna, deferring to the other, figuring I must wait, thinking there's nothing more I can do, etc... when I look up and see someone else doing something that hits me like a ton of bricks and says -"shit man! I have been fooling around here, that person knows how to get what they want" Then I go back to my own process and wonder what the message is in that. I know - here it is , are you ready for this? If I was only someone else I would be all right.
Oh how stupid.
I'm going out to brunch.
And besides I know ther's enough for everybody -its just poorly distributed. Any body know of a good heavy hauler?
She says that sometimes she feels fine about where she is and what she's doing but then she gets to noticing that it's as if she's at a pot luck enjoying her first helping of lasagna at her own pace and becomes aware that everyone else has moved on to dessert...
And either there is no more lasagna for seconds or there will be no dessert left or... something that I can readily identify when I notice that I am busy responding to life in my own way, toughing it out, being Pollyanna, deferring to the other, figuring I must wait, thinking there's nothing more I can do, etc... when I look up and see someone else doing something that hits me like a ton of bricks and says -"shit man! I have been fooling around here, that person knows how to get what they want" Then I go back to my own process and wonder what the message is in that. I know - here it is , are you ready for this? If I was only someone else I would be all right.
Oh how stupid.
I'm going out to brunch.
And besides I know ther's enough for everybody -its just poorly distributed. Any body know of a good heavy hauler?
posted by cara graver at 7:17 AM
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I have started affirming to myself regularly that I can have anything I want when I want it. This, as far as I can tell, is the atidote to lasagne fear!
I have started affirming to myself regularly that I can have anything I want when I want it. This, as far as I can tell, is the atidote to lasagne fear!
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